My dear grandmother passed away unexpectedly on July 27th,2011.
It was so hard to see such an awesome woman leave this earth for her home in the sky.I cried for days,I sobbed until I had a migrain,not for my dear Grandmother but for those of us left here on earth.I sobbed for all the grandchildren and great grandchildren who needed the worlds best Grandmother to be there for them to guide them and be there for them thru hard times and thru the fun times.I sobbed for her children,her son (My daddy) as I watched him fight his tears for the entire 16 hour drive home from Idaho,I sobbed for my Aunts and Uncle who so desperately loved and needed her.I cried knowing my girls would never fully know how much their great grandmother loved them.I cried knowing that if and when the day comes that I chose to get married there will be an empty place where she should have been.
Death is such a hard trial we all must face at some point in our lives,we need to all remember that our loved ones are in a better place.My Grandmother was a wonderful woman who believed in and trusted God.The day she passed away in the midst of my tears I went and checked the mail before we hit the road for the long trip to Idaho and I had a letter from my Grandmother.It came at such a perfect time,she just wanted to let us know how much she loved us and that she knows life is tough but to always trust God and remember we are not alone.Honestly after I got that letter my heart felt so much better,I was able to have a calmness in my soul that Grandma was happy and free now and it was wrong for us to wish her back.I still mourn our loss of such a beautiful,wonderful person but I am happy she is in heaver where God will wipe away her tears.
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