Monday, August 8, 2011




   My dear grandmother passed away unexpectedly on July 27th,2011.
   It was so hard to see such an awesome woman leave this earth for her home in the sky.I cried for days,I sobbed until I had a migrain,not for my dear Grandmother but for those of us left here on earth.I sobbed for all the grandchildren and great grandchildren who needed the worlds best Grandmother to be there for them to guide them and be there for them thru hard times and thru the fun times.I sobbed for her children,her son (My daddy) as I watched him fight his tears for the entire 16 hour drive home from Idaho,I sobbed for my Aunts and Uncle who so desperately loved and needed her.I cried knowing my girls would never fully know how much their great grandmother loved them.I cried knowing that if and when the day comes that I chose to get married there will be an empty place where she should have been.
   Death is such a hard trial we all must face at some point in our lives,we need to all remember that our loved ones are in a better place.My Grandmother was a wonderful woman who believed in and trusted God.The day she passed away in the midst of my tears I went and checked the mail before we hit the road for the long trip to Idaho and I had a letter from my Grandmother.It came at such a perfect time,she just wanted to let us know how much she loved us and that she knows life is tough but to always trust God and remember we are not alone.Honestly after I got that letter my heart felt so much better,I was able to have a calmness in my soul that Grandma was happy and free now and it was wrong for us to wish her back.I still mourn our loss of such a beautiful,wonderful person but I am happy she is in heaver where God will wipe away her tears.

   For some reason I am still having a really hard time with my computer,it still wont let me upload photos from my camera :( not through SD card or USB port.Im really frustrated cuz I have so much to tell you all!

   Most exciting to me is that I have lost nearly 20lb in the past month! So on Friday I treated myself to a new haircut and color I also got my eyebrows waxed :).Im happy with the cut not totally sure how I feel about the color lol

all natural before color
after color
    I have started sewing the girls winter wardrobes,and have a few pics from my phone.They are not the greatest quality but please bear with me I promise Im gonna get this fixed asap! lol
Daisys Camo Outfit
Lillys owl dress